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Every time I see a picture of you with some other girl and I feel a clenching in my heart, I will take that pain and make something out of it. I am not going to be tied to this stupid crush any longer. We have our own lives, and I am tired of dragging myself after you. You hate it, I hate it. So when it hurts, I am going to take that hurt and make it something beautiful. Music, or poetry, or art, or something not related at all. When I am angry I will do something to help myself or someone else. When I am sad I will try to make someone happy. When I regret, I will laugh, knowing that in a few years it won't matter at all.

I will turn this into something good, and someday it will not hurt anymore. I promise that someday we really can be just friends.